before we left on this trip I felt like we were getting so far apart and I felt like I can’t make you happy. That’s not your fault, we all have different and changing desires. it has been a hard couple years, a hard 14 or so years, and we have been through a lot. we have stuck through a lot with each other through the crazy times but we are transitioning into something.
I think mexico is a good idea. I think you are happier here even if you told me the is the worst trip you have ever taken. I know you just said that because you couldn’t handle any more stress from me, what with being sick, panicky, deceived, left to whatever happens to me, you still took care of me overall and that was very hard I am sure. somehow I made it to a hotel alive and we seemed to be doing good. I dont remember a lot of the end but in know I didn’t mean for it but a lot of things happen that we dont mean for. In fact most tings that happen re things we dont mean to happen I would say especially when you do not plan your life at all.
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