I can’t forget

I forget so much as I would imagine we all do or I know we all do but I need a way to remember as well. I am on an international trip which I never take and I am a very bad traveler especially with airplanes and just long distances like sitting in the same spot and then especially stressed and my wife knows all this I mean and so this was always very questionable whether I could do it and you know I was saying I shouldn’t do it but she really wanted me to go and I want her to have a good time with her mom and so I’m trying my best to give her a good trip but um you know I had such a horrible trip getting up here I can’t even start explaining it that and you know it was probably you know I mean I know it was bad for her too because she had to put up with me you know or at least save me somehow like I don’t know everything that happened so I can’t say for sure but one way or the other she had probably probably been a worse a lot worse situation if it wasn’t for her so thank you April I love you but and I’m just saying that you know I know it was hard on her but it was also very hard on me you know I’m in pain and so she’s here with her mom she’s very happy to be with her mom we got to Mexico City and she wanted me to I mean she wanted me to get you on with her and you know I wanted to go too because I was you know there with her we were enjoying some time but you know we’re supposed to get to she told me we’ll get to next we’ll get to the other city and then we’ll have our own place and we’ll get to relax and you know always said we’d spend get to she always said we’d spend some time together I asked her and we would spend some time together but anyways point being is that like you know I’ve ended up like being in horrible pain like a couple of days ago I was like they didn’t tell me we were gonna walk to the bus and then it was like a long bus ride 40 30 20 40 minutes whatever was to the to the beach and then it was like you know I hadn’t eaten and it’s like super hot and I’m dehydrating and throwing up the whole time I’m doing horrible like I’m like barely making it and you know it’s like I’m they act like I’m a burden really I mean yeah they got me medication and yeah you know they got me beer but like they said they pointed out that you know they got it for me at least my wife did but um but but you know it’s like after I’m passing out in the Sun like I can’t cannot can’t I said over and over you know I can’t stand this and you go home yes any home now and it’s like oh well come home with us we’ll just go look at the beach really quick and it’s like it goes from looking to be so like taking all these pictures and then it’s oh why don’t you go walk over there where there’s some shade and it’s like way past you some fun and I get like it’s nothing and it’s like I just feel completely like you know ignore it and it’s like and then we ended up spending all staying up all night and it’s like and then um I said that I had to get you know good sleep and like earlier and I guess you know that could be my fault but you know I’m not gonna go out and do the hardest day here you know without having any sleep and just and I know I’m gonna put myself so much pain when nobody else is considering my pain so you know I stayed home and I’m working hard

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